Back to the future

You didn’t come here to escape being human

There are quite a lot of people walking around right now who don’t quite fit anywhere. 

They feel ancient, as if they have lived a million lives and carry codes and memories they can’t explain.

At the same time, they feel futuristic, tuned into something that hasn’t fully arrived yet, something they can sense but not quite name. They feel the old powerstructures cracking and, instead of mourning that, they’re quietly celebrating. You might be one of them.

You’re not here to adapt to a broken system. You’re here to remember something older than time itself and use it to create what’s coming next.

Somewhere deep inside, the future is stirring.

And I don’t mean the digital or AI kind of future. Not the one where we keep outsourcing our power and be controlled in every part of our lives. I am talking about the one where we remember what it’s like to own our lives again. A future that’s not about proving, obeying, pleasing, or pushing.

Just real people being real together.

You can feel it under your skin, the remembering and the becoming, ancient wisdom moving through your body that’s at the same time still trying to keep up with the pace and demands of everyday life. 

But here’s the thing: you didn’t come here to be controlled and neither did you come here to escape this human experience.

You came here to live it.

Not to float above your feelings. Not to cry, grieve, or rant politely in private. Not to be only love and light, but also to embrace the dark parts of life.

You came here to be in it, to touch it all: the mess, the magic, the pain, the joy, and the wonder that comes with being fully alive.

Embodiment isn’t at all about perfection. It’s about presence.

It’s about breathing fire into your daily life, feeling everything that moves through you, and staying open even when it’s uncomfortable.

This is what being human was meant to be: not “high vibe only,” but fully felt.

To feel the whole damn thing: the love and the loss, the beauty and the shit of it. To cling to people and things you know you can lose. To break open, cry snot and tears, to be hungry, tired, cold, turned on, pissed off, alive. 

To be wildly in love, to hold another warm body in your arms, to dance and sing, to walk in nature, to feel the wind whipping your hair, to dig in the soil with your bare hands, to feel the sun on your skin. to enjoy good food and take good care of yourself and each other.

Being human isn’t clean or enlightened. It’s muddy and magnificent and heartbreakingly real. 

The new world isn’t arriving through more digital control or through endless cycles of healing and self-improvement. It’s arriving through real people who are here, in their bodies, willing to feel everything and still choose to love anyway.

The world doesn’t need more perfect beings floating above the mess; it needs humans who can hold love ín the mess. People who can walk through pain without losing their humanity, people who can hold both shadow and light and dare to feel both at once.

Take a breath. 

You don’t have to rush this.

We are returning and moving forward at the same time. Time was never linear anyway. You are here to bring heaven to earth. You are the bridge, the ancient and the future embodied in one human form.

Right now, we’re in some kind of vacuum. 

The old world is dissolving: its systems, values, and illusions collapsing under their own weight, often with a lot of noise and a desperate last powergrab.

The new world hasn’t fully landed yet, and that in-between can feel really strange. It’s easy to think something’s wrong, that you’ve lost your way or fallen behind.

But this space ís the way. It’s the cocoon where transformation happens.

You’re remembering what’s real while unlearning what never was. You’re letting go of everything that kept you small, distracted, or disconnected from your own knowing.

We can’t rush or enforce this part. We can only stay present in it, fully human, fully feeling, and trusting.

Right now is the time that has been whispered about for eons: the turning point, the great return.

We are here to hold the line, to stay present in the middle of it, and to remember that this is not collapse, it’s rebirth. What a time to be alive!

Everything you just read is not theory. It’s happening in real time, right now, in your body, in your choices, in your life. 

What I am offering is a space to observe yourself: to stop surviving and get real. To see where you’re still fighting life instead of living it. To clear the noise so you can stand firm and move forward with both feet on the ground.

We get practical. We look at what’s actually happening: in your body, your choices, your days. What needs to end. What needs to begin.

And we move.

If you feel the pull, don’t wait for the perfect moment. That’s the old world talking, and it keeps you nice and quiet in your old story. 

I’m inviting you. Let’s get started to find out what this looks like for you.

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Love, Annemarijn